Grey

Was I wrong when I said
That I understood why
Life changes, life cheats us,
Life leads us blindly?
It's taken a long damn time
To make any sense of this
This feeling, this patience
Always one step ahead

I'm feeling low again
Like the world doesn't care for me
I'm feeling cold again
Cold like when I learned the truth
I'm feeling gray again
Gray like the skies hanging over my head
Can you tell me when the season might change?

Just when I think everything is alright
In comes the grey
Dragging me, pulling me
Forcing me down
It never fails to amaze me
How quickly it all can fall away
In pieces, it's shattered
This thing I call my life